Perpetual Discovery

       The truly terrifying expectations of a neurotypical perfectionist is only secondary     t o the truly warped expectations of a neurodivergent perfectionist - who has only known a world full of neurotypical expectations 

  -Did you know there are colors we cannot see -when I was a kid, I told a story - well I heard that -  people fall in love in mysterious -  and some things cannot be explained, but all things are possible through - GOD! I am SO Tiered of this, I’m sick of it I just want, - friends. They disappoint me *poze* -don’t need sleep, I need  - boxes full of Pepe! - ahhahha ahhahhahha ahhhahaha ahhahhaha ahhahaha. -     joke - “killing the frog” so to speak -”You know whatimean?” - __ “you know what I mean?” - Memories, are loss, thats why I- - I’m going to miss my friends, - when they move away,  - I won’t get to  -See cannot, we colors - are there. know, you did ? High on life or High on lack of Sleep. Poem by [REDACTED] artist

 Over this time, I wrote something You didn't think I'd leave, did you?  Just leafed...     <<I'm alive? You're back,               <<Unless, you can't see me.... This time has made me think, this think has made me feel,  This feel has made me write, Here write: And I did that one sleepless night I missed this. <<Come back?  <<come back come back come back   <<    come back come back come back          come back come back come back                  MORTAL

     >> there comes a time (all the time) where it is a time. time 2 .  Time to Δ.  🕰 ⁚ [insert action] >> A Time to Leave.  Perpetual motion towards the next. A time to change, with the changing leaves.  photos     The spinning wheel turns, Will we return?  It seems that way for now - Missing is part of it. Grieving  is natural. Lauren's Family Portrait Things get covered, blown away, forgotten Things go away for a time. Yet, the leaves regrow, green, renewed- A goodbye makes way for hello. And it's time. Its time to leave for a time.     leave with the falling leaves Thank you

       been a while since a check in. wonder if I'm confusing, ... hope so? hope not?? Is this the end? Will I keep posting here?? I do like it... freeing, weird, but-- Life, is HAPPENING  all the time.    will i keep up ?     < <will I die?  will you leave me to DIE!?> <<what will it be like? ¹ > <<will I be lonely??>     < <Will you visit me??>                              << please> All in all. feels like, ░░▒▓    <-click it or something    perhaps it is            and not the end???      It is (always has been) the beginning of the world. Even in the end. even in      chaos,           even in         calamity...   https://docs.google.com/presenta...

  https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1x9ZeGg3mKnx7u_tpb43FRLexGoyVc-p3fN8WCuw4taU/edit?usp=sharing 

!  PLEASE REPORT !  !MISSING MAGAZINE!     Confirmed on November 10th, 2021, pathetic artist [Redacted]  lost the one and only precisions custom-made magazine,  Things of the Ground: A Collection of Forgotten Objects . Reports show that their magazine was last seen in the mail via tracking number on Oct 25, delivered to  __  ____     ________ _________   mailroom. Yet it was not there. This is a sad day for  [Redacted] . The pathetic artist in question quotes: " HAS ANYONE SEEN MY BABY!?".  No one has, in fact, seen as-for-mentioned baby.  If you happen to see said magazine (depicted above),  [Redacted]  has requested that you please call                            and   [Redacted]   will come to your location as soon as possible.  buy my book buy my book buy my book buy my book b...

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  "The young today reject goals. The[y] want roles - R-O-L-E-S. That is, total involvement. They do not want fragmented goals or jobs." (McLuhan 100). Inspired by a dream in which she sewed a broken treaty onto a thrifted quilt, artist Gina Adams started to use text to educate people about the events of US history that American education would rather forget.     With intention for social change, for discourse, for the start of discussion - roles are needed.  Gina Adams wishes to fill a role with the patched voices of the past displayed on a quilt, threaded together with time and intention, with fair pay to the workers, to cause an emotional reaction, to feel the disorientation of those treaties broken all those times, through all those years. It is moving, the repetition and meditation on the names of those who were forced to sign the Broken Treaties. Repetition. Meditation.     We cannot ignor e the wrongs still left un-righted.We cannot ignore the...

 "Because something is happening ..." will you look? will you notice? https://www.flickr.com/photos/194131907@N02/albums/72157719993020789 "But you don't know what it is ..." Many items lay forgotten and missed on the ground. Their stories lay idle, except for those who would seek them. Seek and wonder on their mysteries - "Do you mister Jones?" -Bob Dylan

  "Media, by altering the environment, evoke in us unique ratios of sense perceptions. The extension of any one sense alters the way we think and act-the way we perceive the world." (McLuhan 41, The Medium is the Massage )     Thinking about how the perception of space and time has changed with media and in this age of media. What is now able to be captured, and how that has influenced us. Each day now calls for a subject in the way that media can so easily capture, convey, and organize anything and everything, except itself.     To convey the medium through the media, it must be broken, tested and pushed into the nonconventional.  Brown's theory of thing s  > hyperlink< We must see, feel, and recognize media and how it shapes us - It is a part of our day to day -     The Iceberg is hidden, by submerging the ship, one can see what is under the surface- A new perspective on the video... 🧊

 Not sure, not sure, so doubtful. Don't want that - don't like how that feels. (never-ending? constant battle?) Trust. Trust myself. Dive in-  First post, want it to be good. Such a perfectionist, as always - (tangents to an open mindset, must be open minded because I want to get there; put shame down - realize, put down, move on  Quote:   [taken from The Medium is the Message  by Marshall McLuhan] fear of failure is not how to start a post. I will try - perpetually try to rebuild myself how I want to, what feels right I will err, but: https://youtu.be/XLeUvZvuvAs   (thank you Kate Zoromski ,)  ) but anyways. Form, over[forgot what I was]thinking it I can change I can change I can change it later - if I want to I: What am I? Flesh? a Brain? a Spirit? What I make myself?  Perpetually asking, begging seeking long journey ,  [history there]              poetic (  connections     I...